I can't talk anymore.

Everything that's in my life and in my head right now can't be written about, despite the fact that only a very few people even know this blog exists.
So much is going on. Some of it I understand, some of it I don't. Some of it makes me happy, some of it makes me want to break down and never stop crying.

Fortunately, my mind is in a surprisingly peaceful, contemplative spot.
I think - given some time - I will figure things out. How long does it take to understand the workings of your own heart once you've spent so many years trying to control it's very beating?

Call me or come by for a beer if anyone wants details.
You won't get them here. This blog will have to be vague and trivial for awhile while I wrestle some very big shit. Bear with me, please...