I am fuzzy and dazed.
Dreamlike.
Devoid of all feeling.
Blank.

Feels as if I've misplaced the thing inside that makes my eyes sparkle.
My smile is but a ghost.
Is there anything for me to drink, smoke, or swallow that will return me to the land of the living?

For now, I have punched the clock and gone home to that place in my head where no one else can reach. It is a gray place. Dim. As if the pause button has been hit on my very soul...

I hope I'll be back soon.