I haven't slept in 4 days.
This is why bi-polar people don't live very long.
They just wear out....

My thoughts are barely making sense.
I stare into space like I'm catatonic one moment and whiz around a thousand miles per hour the next. My eyes are as red as beets from being open for nearly 96 hours straight. It feels good to shut them, but they fly back open after just a minute because I'm so wired.

I'm miserable but I kind of love it, in a demented sort of way.
I feel crackling and alive....